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11:50 pm - Not in a Good Mood
Title: Not in a Good Mood
Author: pollicem
Pairing: Tom/Harry
Rating: PG
Fandom: Harry Potter
Theme: #12 – in a good mood
Disclaimer: Not mine.



Not in a Good Mood


Hermione told me to write you, because I was being an overbearing broody arse and everyone was getting tired of it and it might be cathartic. I don't know what cathartic means, but it's pretty awful putting ink on parchment that doesn't write back.

See?

You'd say something funny right about now, or show me something silly, or maybe pull me inside. And then I wouldn't be trying to fill this whole page by myself.

I talk to you in my head all the time, but I try not to, because I don't really think it's healthy, and I always end up just sad or, mostly, mad at you, thinking about things I did, and things I didn't, and things I shouldn't have done, and things you definitely will do.

And I yell at you a lot, too, in my head, that I can't be warm anymore, or forget your taste, or remember how to not be lonely.

That might be all I have to say right now.



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From:darklight90
Date:January 10th, 2011 07:12 am (UTC)
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Melancholy and oddly soothing at the same time. Well done.
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From:pollicem
Date:January 22nd, 2011 01:45 am (UTC)
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<3

(Are you generally a Tom/Harry fan?)
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From:darklight90
Date:January 22nd, 2011 09:49 am (UTC)
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They're not my favorite slash pairing but I'll read anything well-written :)
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From:fancypantsdylan
Date:January 10th, 2011 08:52 am (UTC)
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Beautiful, I love how you convey Harry's uncertainty :)
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From:pollicem
Date:January 22nd, 2011 01:51 am (UTC)
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<4 (It's way more than <3)

(So what if I tried to finish this Harry/Severus thing I've been writing and gave that one to you (it's happy(ish!)) instead of the Tom/Harry one which I *will* write, just haven't really written yet?)
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From:fancypantsdylan
Date:January 22nd, 2011 08:02 am (UTC)
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Aww *hugs* Harry/Sanpe is perfectly fine, but I still want a Harry/Tom too ;)
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From:pollicem
Date:January 22nd, 2011 02:28 pm (UTC)
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ok. will work on this situation. :)

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